If only I knew. I would. VI

If only I knew. I would.

This was my first thought this morning when I woke up. Last night I had an intense dream where I exactly knew where to go and what to do. So this feeling followed me till consciousness and when I stood up I wanted the dream to come true. Knowing what’s ahead for today, knowing every option I’m missing out of the door to choose the one I like and straight achieve it.

No mercy for this loneliness. No mercy for the little girl who is trembling inside of me forgetting that I’m already a woman. Just by thinking these things, I wanted to run away from myself as faster as I could to avoid the damage that I was producing to my own soul with this attitude.

-       Stay up! – Someone shout out  loud at me.

Then I opened my eyes and looked around with a scary expression crossing my face. After seeing no body around I realized I’d fallen asleep again and my true self wanted me to wake up and live a life.

Bye, bye little girl.

It´s time to be a woman. It’s time to be myself.

Does love just exist in St. Valentine's Day?

I suppose by now, all of you have realised that today is St. Valentine's day so, happy Valentine's day! 

By the way, I can't avoid to wonder...What happens with love the rest of the year? I mean, since I woke up this morning I've seen people celebrating their crazy, unbelievable and wonderful love, however, I don't usually see them so excited about their partners' love everyday. Shall I think they just love each other in that amazing way today? What would it happen then if St. Valentine's day didn't exist?

Well, maybe I'm just a weird, absurd and romantic girl but...I'd love to see people trying to do the most of their love every single day!! What do you think? 

Oh, I almost forget it...All my love, dears! ;-)

Little Notes. Big Emotions II

It’s incredible how in friendship your friends accept you as you are and you gladly accept them. But in a relationship with a partner, our flaws or our partner’s flaws, take us far away from each other, tearing us apart. Precisely friends love you even more because of your flaws, they know how to handle them… its strange and special at the same time…

Little Notes. Big Emotions I

You were staring from your autumn window

without realizing that I was staring at you from the spring corner.

You were afraid to cross the winter hall.

But you knew retreat to our last summer picture together, would be impossible.

I’d promised you, I will wait for you!